Feelings unknown——很随意的写作，请原谅不是很正规的输入

作者：雪泥

时间：2005-12-03 周六, 下午7:47

feelings unknown ( long)

i feel as if i have no hope.

my life is hanging on a very thin rope.

with someone who i can not see or do not know

is holding it wanting to let go.

is this person me or the one i long for?

theirs no one alive that can open that door.

no one knows my sadness

all they see is the joy and gladness.

they see me happy and see me laugh,

i dont now how long i can wear this mask.

when i am alone i sit and cry,

i feel so alone my insides are dry.

to have something i can not have,

or if i had i wouldnt want.

to be happy is to be free,

thats something i dont have in me.

i say its life and that i'll live,

but deep inside i break like a twig.

with no one to talk to and no one to see,

i feel like a ship wreck lost at sea.

will i find my way when im out to sea?

will life sneak behind and sting like a bee?

don't let anyone know or anyone care.

holding this inside becomes to much to bare.

tears are running dry, my soul wearing thin.

the rate im going i'll never win.

i'm all alone in the cold room,

now's the chance to face my doom.

so many people need someone to hear,

when i am around they have no fear.

theirs no time for me,

how can they know

how can they see?

i dont want them to know

i dont want them to see.

what i feel is ment for me.

when love doesnt exist and the pain is all gone.

we still feel the need to carry on.

i feel as if i have nothing to give,

but with nothing to give theirs nothing to take.

i'm so scorned i can not break.

when theirs no one to hurt,

theirs no one to hurt you.

and thats the way me flowers grew.

in pots of steel and leaves of flesh.

my strenth is gone and thats known best.

the steel is a shield of ever being seen,

the flesh is a weakness i can not wean.

my growing is great in wisdom and knowledge.

my feelings are weak and crawling in garbage.

garbage of hopes worries and doubts.

why was i put here to sit on this mount?

the suns going down the cold on its way

not far from now i will just wilt away.

let thoughts of me be kind and strong,

i'll let this be believed when i am gone.

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