Crying for you,my sweetie

作者:雪泥

时间:2005-12-31 周六, 上午2:37

Crying for you,my sweetie

There is one sort of tears,

Dropping one by one from the heaven

As bloody bitter fruit juice

Drives prohibited soul to taste the complete sadness

Life is already under the gloomy grave

God

Why threw me into the misted shadow of 300years

to breed this little creature ?

Why did the ancestry bestow me endless panic

and shivers every night ?

Mother’s warmth couldn’t resist devils’ intrusions

You were coming,my sweetie

Screaming , thrilling, kicking mother’s belly

I held you under my nighty ,sheding first tears

with blood

I dont believe the previous life, samsara

I don’t believe the time flows backwards

If that is true——

You are standing my suffering of childhood

God

How do you want me to confess ?

What can I do

to comfort his frightened soul?

2

Your midnight scream is a sharp knife

cutting my heart

Your flurried escape in dark guides me to the woods

to knock my forhead against stones

I drink my own blood through vast muddy fields

“Pity me, my Lord,I ‘m only a weak woman

You never lend me wings ,

You haven’t shown me the light”

I can ‘t hide behind the locked door

Leave you alone crying ,

fighting with unknown devil

Forgive me,your coward Mum

Washing your face with her tears

Incapable to release the curse over your head

3

If Love can find your lost soul

I will carry Jesus’ cross ,walking on his last path

If Love can bring you sweet dreams

I will go to touch every nook and corner in Rome

It’ s going to be peaceful

under maternal sunlight

and verdant trees

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